under the impression that...

my head is in a fog
so think and seemingly
impenetrable.
it is a fog that you--
you, of all people--
cast upon me that i

willingly (ignorantly)
accepted because i was
under the impression
that you were a "nice" one.
one that would give notice,
give truth, give

love

which is something i was
under the impression
that would guarantee
knowledge, security, partnership,
but no,
we are separate.

this fog is new to me, and
i'm not sure how to see
through it. i was
under the impression
that i wouldn't have to
but

plans change.