it made me wake up
from my impersonal reality
and fall into a state
which consists of
repressed silence.
it made me feel grounded--
not as a child but
as a human being
capable of incredible
emotion
that i wish, now,
i know how to hold at bay.
you've always meant so much to me
it's hard to believe,
it's hard to believe
the withdrawal from something
i didn't want
when it was available,
that this really did happen
and isn't just some twisted glimpse of Hell,
but i know you are elsewhere.
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